Looking over today's posts, I note that I've been posting more
than usual. I think I know why.
Yesterday, the toxicity around my workplace really began to
get to me. The unusual event that started it all was that the
Director had two helpdesk techs fired. I'm sure they could have
worked harder, but the fact is that they were being blamed for
other people's poor planning, and because the director need some
scapegoats, he fired these two peons. Which is sad and shows the
lack of concern for the individual.
Today, I also came across some old David McCusker posts wherein
he talked about avoiding
sharecropper-hood. This is where I'm headed.
I don't want
to be drained of worth and then replaced, like those helpdesk
techs. I am not a cog in your damn wheel. I don't
understand why people value the hierarchy more than the
individual, and I can't stand it when an organisation takes
precedence over the individual.
Mostly what bugs me is the complete lack of love. Of course,
love is unprofessional, not a corporate value, complicated, and
just plain messy. It also stands against modernism —
because modernism is about the rational, and the
objective and love continues despite being irrational and
complete subjective.